God Bless America

and for the first time in my 22 years i feel proud to be an American..great feeling

and i'm praying for him and his family as well

Proud American here.

THe world markets are already noting some ups.....

God Bless the President Elect!

hi i missed u to0o.. :)

im not back lol jus passin by!!how r u????

haha wow!!!

thatss crrazyy

its happened to me bofore:D

Oh najoo these kind of people are found everywhere.
i will pray for your student and Inshallah
everything will turn out as it should be.
i hope you are fine my dear and having a
great weekend.
btw where's Michelle!!:S i'm starting to worry
about her and miss her ):

Goodmorning Dr.Najma,i hope you will have a great weekend (:
i LOVED this movie tooo.we have same weird taste haha
dont worry alot tell me the same too.but it is a great movie indeed,
i should go search for something to watch on tv : it is sunday and im staying at home!
ilysm<3

Maybe you and Hiba should take up art together as a profession

What would this world be without art...totally and completely boring...

Love the pieces you have posted up here. And yes, that is a beautiful hijab she is wearing.

HMMM...I must write you :)

Have an awesome graduation Najma. Do not trip on those heels. Please...I haven't owned heels since high school. They are absolutely dangerous. I hope you bought some really neat things for your ceremony. Peace...

Michelle

I know...I know what art site you are talking about lol   I have been a member there for quite awhile. Thanks by the way for the cute art page you sent me to yesterday. I hope tomorrow goes smashingly ...(ok that sounds cheesy), but on paper it works (virtual paper that is).

The sun is bright here today, and it is almost 4pm and I still need to get out of the house yet before the sun goes down. The entry is not lame, it is artistic

I like the second painting.

So beautiful and cute ! May I ask you a question ? Do people in your country use a book cover ? This question is related to my last entry. I start to want to make sure it might be only Japanese people do.

Have a nice day !

It is ok Najma...I was just venting and praying all in one. I believe God will listen to me. Besides I have many people I care about that need help

Your presentation is of utmost importance, so please don't worry bout me. Eventually, things will have to get better. That is my hope.I am dealing with things as I should. I am sure we all get tired, stressed, and try to figure out things one after another. It is just my brain is always on, if that makes any sense. Always trying to a....yze things. Sheesh, I wish I was there to help with your presentation

Now that would be something...Peace

Luv

Michelle

Thank you, have a good day, or night depending on what time it is there. Take care.

Chad

It wasn't a lecture, it was very interesting information. I told her the poems were about her. She was flattered and open to the idea of a possible relationship. Take care.

Chad

I'm so sorry about you patient :(
life is hard all the time..
i think i should wear hijab,
this thought is haunting me men zamen
i thought i should when i go to Haj
bs its not i dk,Inshallah Kheir.
i'm so depressed and sad too.
whatever i do or go i can never be happy.
how did your sunday went?was it a good start?
i hope so.
you took a whole week as a vacation :) i took just 3 days,
my brothers took a week for they have school.but at work they gave us only
3 days too bad!
kif adayti hal 3eed?family eh :) it wasn't that bad,first day was oky-ish second day was the worst,
third day i was sleeeeping all of of it.

yalla habibi deri balik 3a 7alik w 3a shighlik don't let depression and sadness control you like it did to me!
love you angel<3

Sorry about your patient Najma. And the things you are thinking about are actually healthy and good to think about really in the course of things. I think we all want this in our lives...

Peace

[HurtingTruth]

You're welcome. I'm glad you had a good vacation. What is Al Eid? I'm sorry to hear about your patient dying. Thanks for your comment and compliments. Take care.

Chad

Najmaaa !!!!!!!!!
habibi what happened?
sho saar!!!! :(
it breaks my heart to see you this way.
you have to send me your mobile number so i can call you!!
i wont comment or anything as you requested,but know that i'm praying for you
and if you need to talk you can always write to me.

i love you ya 7ilweeeee

I have no idea what is going on. Like I said, I am there but you don't ever have to say a peep about whatever is going on unless you feel like it. You need to be able to vent without someone judging you Najma. You also have every right to keep quiet about things too. I hope you are feeling a little better today...

You are overly taxed and need some breathing room probably more than ever right now...

(((((NAJMA))))) You are not lame. Hopefully you are doing better today, but these things take a lot of time sometimes Najma. You are not stupid and not lame. I probably will keep saying it over and over again. Beating yourself up as you know will do no good. Sometimes it is better to face it if you must but time is the only thing that will eventually dull all this. It was your experience and experiences are all subjective. I hope you were able to see Amina and have some fun. I will read your other post too...Someday you might look back at all this and say "Wow"...but for now you have to unfortunately go through the pain to find the light....Remember when you find the one you love and spend your life with him someday you must be able to appreciate it from the viewpoint you have now...without feeling sorrow, we could not understand happiness...((((NAJMA)))

LUV Michelle ...sending you a imaginary virtual candle...pretend it is here ok :)

WOW...Najma, are you still having the sentimental heartache going on?

Either way, wherever you found this poem it is truly beautiful and so are the pictures to go with it. Only a few weeks and it is your big day :)

Oh that is cool, I listened to the whole song...I have no idea how you found this.  It teaches something all children shouldbe taught...and that all adults should embrace. Hope your presentation is going good, and everything else too...take care habibi

luv

Michelle

Hey Najma....I bet you will have an awesome time at your graduation party. Stand tall and proud. You deserve it...

[HurtingTruth]

Have fun at your graduation ceremony. Don't worry, your prince will come, when he's ready. Take care.

Chad

Naaajoooooo

habibi welcome back, i'm so proud of youu.
and i missed you so much habibte.
glad that your doin well,
deri balik 3a 7alik okiii.

mwah

WELCOME BACK NAJMA :)

GREAT SONG!!!

Now we can look forward to all your posts again. I am glad your presentation went well. Don't worry you will find someon. Hey do you want two more cats ????

Luv

Michelle

it hurts and i noe how..it's annoying..wishing sumtimes that that person din't take it..

trust me it's superrr anoying to get ur heart broken..hope everything will be alrite :)

g0d bless u

take care,

mia<33

Najma habibi , this is reallly so sad.
don't give up,i will be always here if you need to talk,
infact i will send you an email now,hope you get it.
there are alot of people who love you and want to see you
happyyy. 
Don't runaway, don't be like me...this wont help at all.
anyway i will continue in an email.

ilysm

(((((NAJMA))))

You are in emotional shock. I do not know how things work where you are doing your internship, but is there anything you can do, or someone you can talk to? It sounds as if you have depression. I will write more in an email....

(((((NAJMA))))))

FOCUS FOCUS FOCUS :

Now just imagine you become an excellent observer too just like Dr. Aameer. Then, you will be able to observe him as well and beat him at his own game per-se lol. Well, having such a talent would not be a waste, especially in the medical field. Think of how you would always be one step ahead by being able to read people. That could be a good thing. ON the other hand, sometimes we might not want to know lol. Don't worry bout the email, when you get to it that is ok. Just take care of yourself...

Peace Friend

Michelle

You will never be able to find such a great friend as Amina...She will always look out for you, and will never ever tell you a lie. That is the best thing about a real friend who is truthful...they always are honest. At least with Amina there will never be any surprises...at least not yet lol unless she falls head over heels for someone :) Then the surprise may come. She has your best interest at heart. She sounds like she has a pretty funny sense of humor too...

HI AMINA :)

HI Najma... my mom's surgery went well and she is home safe and sound.

TTYL

asalom alaikom

Najmaaa habibiii, this was so sad :[
i wish i could take the pain away,
things will be better love .
we should chat soon i know how to make you feel better :)

smile habibiiiii

love you

(((((NAJMA)))))

What can I say to make any single thing better right now? Nothing I say will matter so much as just being there. Amina has your best interests at heart because she is your best friend. Someday, you will find someone that is Tangible that you can be side by side with. This will be a memory, but that one will be with you forever.

Michelle

lol male drama queen it made me laugh lol :D

hope u make the rite decision :)

mia<33

DECISIONS DECISIONS...

Don't you hate those things sometimes. WE must be sharing the same week.

I believe that everything will work out for the best, but also that you must weigh things out carefully. Amina I am sure must care very much about you :) Best friends/true friends are so hard to come by these days. My mind is a bit of a jumble, but I am glad that you are able to use MDD again properly. One thing about men, they can be mighty frustrating and confusing sometimes as we are to them as well. Of course, one must be super careful nowadays as well. Especially here in the US...

I know you have a good head on your shoulders and that you will pull through this somehow. HUGS HUGS HUGS and have an awesome day

[HurtingTruth]

Najma, I have emailed you a few times. I don't know if my email is ok or not or if yours is cuz I knew you were having trouble so I am saying hello and hoping all is ok with you.You will now be able to see comments as it seems to now be working. I missed being able to write and have the posts and comments come up. LOL, how silly am I.

Have an awesome day...

You're welcome and thank you. Take care.

Chad

Najma, I do not believe you have a complex. I think you are fearful because of things you have dealt with on and off through life and want to be cautious and be happy with an end result that is pleasing. The sad thing is, sometimes you would not know a man could be abusive when you first know them until things get serious. Sometimes, things like that do not even happen until you are once married. This is unfortunately reality even here in the states. Also, just as a note, their have been reports of women abusing their poor husbands too. I think in your case finding a liberal minded guy as possible within your beliefs and traditions, who is easy going and loves you for who you are would be a reasonable search and a reasonable catch. He must also be faithful :) because I know that would be of great importance to you. Don't want so liberal that he would not be faithful. On top of that, you are in an important place working towards a goal that many of us cannot even imagine. No complex, just human girl. You are human :)

So long as you are kind to others, things will eventually get easier for you. It is hard to trust others , when you really have not had a chance to get used to things and have been through a lot in your young life. One step at a time...that is all you can do. I wish you the most happiness any girl could dream of. No man will be perfect, but finding one who is a safe bet is reasonable.

Hope your day is bright, and thank you for the post on my poem. You are too nice. I could not be a doctor, so that is a much harder thing to do...

If you found someone you like.. Just observing him deeply. How he act toward at people not only at you. So this way you can figure out he is really nice man or not. Specially you should observe him when he is with old people or poor people.

The vampire lady's gone to trip..

Oh Najma,

Like Chad said, deep down go with your heart. Yes, focusing is important, but there are also so many things to focus on.

The post above very well sums thing up the one about all the pieces eventually falling into place. You are working so hard right now towards a goal. Sometimes part of focusing is not being too hard on yourself and letting yourself be human too :). If you focus too much on focusing you will loose focus. Oh no, did I just say that

It is so good to see you have had such a good day. I can only hope the next is really awesome too. You are so funny and that will help to keep you strong and positive during your day. I cannot imagine what you must go through on a daily basis at the hospital except for the interesting peeks into your world. One day, it will all pay off...I just know it...

TTYL :)

[HurtingTruth]

I'm glad you had a good day today. Talk to you soon.

Chad

hey najoo,
first who is she xBROKENHEARTo ?
               from where is she i noticed she talk arabic
                but her profile is private i couldnt check.

anywayyy kifikkk ??
yayy im soo glad that your feeeling this way, me :( im so hungry still 2 more
hourss to iftar :D i cannot wait.
take my email : bibatwl@msn.com
i think i have yours you always send me emails but i never added it i will check.
wuv ya xxxxx

yeah i know follow ur heart and inshalla watt ever god wants which is good inshalla will happen lool

I wrote the poem with you as my inspiration...Did you guess :) Besides, you are confident...I know it...

Thank you for your birthday wish.....Talk to you soon.

Chad

Everything will be made clear to you in it's own time. You can't hurry it. Try to have patience and hang in there. You'll get your answers when it's time. Take care.

Chad

LUV you Najma, thank you for the beautiful welcome back :)

I so missed you girl...I have no clue what is going on with you but I sent you an email finally from my new email addy so you can vent and say whatever you like there too. I wish I could give you a shoulder to cry on, but I can give you a virtual ear :)

May God bless you each and every single day, and all those who are in your path

OH Najma, is this guy where you go to work or just online?

Sorry I am a bit daft today :)

Oh my, he looks so sweet and yes you have a very good eye. Someday my dear your prince shall come...Do you want this fella to be your prince :)

LMAO , oh you poor thing....I can only imagine in my head what that would have been like. I think I would have run outta there like a bolt of lightning. ;)

HI again Najma :)

So school is done for good then and you are now a plain ol intern then I presume :)

I am so proud of you. Think of all the things you are really gonna get to see, considering you saw so much before. So does that mean no more finals? I am not sure how medical school works...

Once you are an intern are you still in medical school there? No matter what...I wish you the best

[HurtingTruth]

Oh no...What have I missed???

You have fallen in love? You have feelings for someone but has he returned them. See what happens when you have not been on for too long...

BAHH...I hope and pray you meet this man of your dreams and he reciprocates :)

lol you were added since the first day lol :)

yea 3ziza is my bff..lol yea but i just wish our sista's would mind there  own bussiness..lol :D

byee,

mia<33

yes it's him...

i think you did a mistake by giving him the number.not because he will call or anything,
mayeb he will keep his promise but in this way you will like him more and more,
you will get used to his msgs and emails and chatting everyday and this will leads to
him calling you ,and this will be bad if you dont want this as a love relation,
this exactly what happened with me and B.
be carefull,just dont reply to his msgs and he will stop eventually is this is what you want.
and i think this is better for you..

ntebhi 3a 7alikk, mata3mli metli :]
ba3din howcome he have your number w ana noo :P
kidding

ilyssssm :D
mwah

heyyyy =D

how are you?? in love i think?? lmao

i love the icon it reminds me of,..um sum1 i n0e ;-)

gosh...lol i hop3 everything turns out fine :)

i n0e exactly how ur feeling..and i dunno if u like it..but me i hate it..knowin that nuthin can eva happen :(

im sad!!!

lol

hope everything will go well for you :)

byeee,

mia<33

[miaM]

hello :)

lol i love the series My girl :)

haha

bye,

mia<33

Najoo this whole thing went wrong with you,you shouldve know this was going to happen,
but love you did the right thing,you cannot move on in this,there should be some limits before something
Too real happens.
just keep things clear with him,friends and only friends ..

love yaaa xxxxxx

Lhamdilla that your feeling better :)
see this is what i was talking about,
stay strong and never giveup
no matter what!!
now tell me how's ramadan so far with you! :P

Whats wrong najma ?
habibi stay strong,
your just depressed from work
and stuff or 3am tjou3i be ramadan :P

no really dear,who is upsetting you,
i dont know you like this,your always smilling
and laughing,makes everyone here
so happy and feels better
so what changed?
its ramadan bannout
so try to cheer up
and if you need anyone to talk you
can always know where to find me :)
between i should give you my email
i will send it in your inbox on fb
howcome makhataret hal fikrav 3laye 2bel :P

Much loveee

You're not pathetic, everyone gets overwhelmed and lonely. It will pass. Dieing is not an option by the way. Take care.

Chad

Thanks for your comment and good luck. Talk to you soon.

Chad

Ramadan Karim Najoo.
kifik habibti
is he the man you told me about ??
haha he is so goodloooking girl!!!!
where have you been ?
why your not updatng like before??

missing you dear...

mwah

he's cute :)

happy ramadan kareem :)

Thank you Najma...

The bad thing about it is that he was drunk while driving :(

anyways...

I was checking your profile...you said your name is "like a star"

So listen to this :P

 Hope you like it :)

Like a star :)